Saturday, 28 June 2014

Oh, how I see the world running on the road to perdition!

Oh, how I see the world running on the road to perdition! Oh, what so tremendous pain, pain that is impossible to explain! To be a mother, mother who loves without having the corresponding love, and to see humanity escape me; all my dear children die. Die in the vices, in the pleasures, in the follies of sin. They mad for joy, and I mad with love for them, to save them!
The light I own penetrates everything and everyone. The light is not mine nor is for me, but with it I see the greatest disorders and miseries. This light sees everything that goes on land and feel that itself wants to rebel against the same land. Its rays cannot face the slime and disgusting mud that earth contains.
The tower (see herethat arose in me is going up, up, goes to heaven. I feel that goes so high, but its eyes do not reach its aim. It goes up and, as upshot, with it rises the light; and from above sees the world, enlightens the world, over it spreads its rays, rays that try to climb to itself because they cannot think of the world.
I wished to say so much about this light, wanted to make me understood and do not know.

And now, poor me, I am in complete and total abandonment; I have nobody for me either on earth or in Heaven. It's what I feel, but I trust that is not reality.

Sentiments of the Soul, March 20, 1945

Sunday, 25 May 2014

Colloquy of Jesus with Alexandrina (fragment, March 16, Friday)

- Far from Me, my daughter, far, far away, is the sinner hardened and mad by passions. Far, far away live the sinners lost to addiction and to flesh, maddened and blinded by all vices.
Come here, my daughter, come, my white dove, to receive from your Jesus, Father and Spouse, the medicine, the life and light to lead them to Me.
Jesus united His Divine Heart to mine, as well as His holy face and His lips also approached mine. He caressed me and light, love, comfort and life passed from His Heart to mine. He gave me everything He had. He continued:
- Go, dear daughter, medicine of souls, go and give them all this; I chose you to be their salvation, I chose you to support them, I chose you to be their light.
Give it to them, pluck them out of darkness. Go with my love and your unmatched pain to pluck them from the clutches of Satan; they are stuck in the mud and in thorns. You are the light of lights, the madness, the love of loves.
- O my Jesus, give me what you will, give me what is Yours, only with what is Yours can I steal them from the devil, only with the light of Thy divine love can I give them light. I thirst, I thirst, Jesus, to give You souls, all souls.
- Your thirst is mine, my dear one: I quench myself with it. I thirst and hunger for souls; it is a thirst and hunger that causes death. Look, so many are trapped, stuck in those thorns! If you do not go to extract them, they will die there, and from there they will pass to hell.
- Now, now, my Jesus, I go, I want to go there to release them, whatever the cost.
- My daughter, but you will leave you own flesh there...
- No matter, my Jesus, I want to save them.
- My daughter, you will shed your blood there...
- No matter, my Jesus, You also shed Yours to the last drop. I want to go there, whatever the cost, whatever I lose. I'm going, Jesus, I am going even if I fall apart in those thorns and my bones remain there. Because of Thy Divine love I give all, all for souls.
How harrowing was the vision of these thorns! Without great help, without the strength of Heaven, never, never would so many lambs be freed from there. 
- O pure one, O beautiful one, O winner of souls, you fly the flag of victory! You are the lily of the valley, tender flower of the meadows! Your virtues are lilies, they are flowers from the angelic garden that adorn the throne of divine Majesty!
What good it will do to souls when your life is known, preached and read, your heavenly life, your unique life!

Oh, how I crave that the light that you have received from Me will penetrate the hearts of all mankind! Oh, how I yearn for it to learn from this book of virtues and divine sciences!

Tuesday, 13 May 2014

In Poland the cult of Alexandrina is growing!

In Poland the devotion to Blessed Alexandrina is growing. On a meeting on which she was presented were many thousand people. And she is doing many miracles when people pray.
See here the website of a Polish magazine with an article on Bld Alexandrina.

Saturday, 19 April 2014

O love, how great and strong you are!


In the Gospel of St. John, near the end of the Last Supper, Jesus gives a solemn commandment to his apostles and disciples: "What I command you is to love one another". It is about love that Blessed Alexandrina speaks in the poem below, about the love to Jesus.
Holy Easter!
Speak, speak, my heart,
Say, at least in these lines, how much you desire to love your Jesus!
Speak, speak, my heart,
Tell your Jesus you only want Him, and only in Him do you want to rest!
Do not tire, do not stop speaking about love!
Love which is real love, true and pure love,
Cannot keep silent, cannot stop expressing itself.
It has to speak and be forever proving that it loves:
It loves day and night, it loves in pain and in joy, it loves in exaltation
And, if it is a truly pure love, it loves still more when it is mortified.
O love, how great and strong you are!

Friday, 21 March 2014

Pilgrims groups at Balasar

There is a new issue of the Blessed Alexandrina Bulletin of Graces. At the bottom of page three it registers the movement of pilgrims occurred in the previous year.
In 2013, Balasar received 391 groups (75 more than in 2012), ie, there was an increase of 24%.
From Portugal came 366 groups, which corresponds to 94% of the total; 25 groups came from abroad, representing 6% (Philippines, Italy, Brazil, Spain, South Korea's, Croatia, Ireland, Reunion Island, USA, France, Germany, Canada, Latin America).

Thursday, 27 February 2014

The Holy Spirit

This time we put subtitles on the transcribed extract of the monthly page. Were copied from the colloquy.

The importance of the first two transcripts does not need to be highlighted; those of the end have a surprising actuality in these times when the crimes of the flesh were legalized by the states as if they were a normal thing. In the last Alexandrina is seen as a source of hope for the world; this gives urgency to the disclosure of her message.

When I had suffered, I began to feel in my soul a flutter of wings: they descended on me from on high. With the eyes of the soul I could see a dove, full of brightness which made ​​my heart its nest. It rose, beat its wings, flew up then fluttered down around me and with its little beak gave me life, and with its brilliance gave me light. Then it returned again to rest in its nest. In these moments, I soaked myself in all that brilliance, in that light, and my soul ceased to suffer. And Jesus, my Jesus, began to say to me:
- You are full of grace, my daughter, because Jesus is with you.
You are full of light, purity and love, because the Holy Spirit has now come down to you from Heaven.
He always lived in you, but now as never before He has come down to you; He has left His throne of glory and come to My throne, My paradise, My heaven on earth. He has come to the nest of your heart.
He has descended on you as He once descended upon the apostles. From now on, you have light, all the light, so that you understand and know the greatness of my love, my power, my mercy and the severity of the injury done to my Divine Heart.
You are a book of sciences, you are the safe where are deposited all the divine sciences, all that belongs to the Father, to the Son and to the Holy Spirit.
Oh, wonder! Oh, prodigy without equal!

Your life is the life of the crucified Christ
- O my Jesus, yes, I want to know the greatness of your love, I want to know everything You say, because this what you desire. But ah, to know sin, the seriousness of it, I'm afraid, my Jesus, I'm afraid to offend Thee!
- No, my daughter, no.
You are my beloved spouse, I want you pure, pure, worthy of me. That is why you possess the riches of the Divine Trinity and the riches of Mary.
You will know sin as offense against me, but not in the seriousness and evil of the creatures.
Your life is the life of the crucified Christ.
For nearly twenty centuries the Redeemer has walked through the world, but now he has chosen a new redemptrix. Now, yes, because the world needs her.
The Savior hasn’t come with a savior to continue the same work.
You can accomplish everything, you can possess everything, because I am with you.
I have great desire for your life to be known, but it is not possible without great pain, immolation and sacrifice.
The pain is for you, the glory is for me, the advantage is for souls.
The time has come: let there be light, let it be light! The world needs, the world hungers for, my hidden life in you.

Hurry, hurry, penance, reparation for the sins of the flesh!
Ask for prayer, reparation, amendment of life. Ask for it, my daughter, ask for it, it is not done without being asked for; it cannot be asked for without my divine wish that it be known.
Hurry, hurry, penance, reparation for the sins of the flesh!
Impurity is an open window which gives entry to all mortal sins.
It is urgent that the world converts.
Woe to him, who does not convert quickly! Woe to him, woe to Portugal! Blessed homeland, privileged land for the protection of the Virgin and for the victim who encloses within herself wonders and divine riches without equal!
It's your world; I entrusted it to you, but Portugal is more yours, because you are the safe of the divine riches which I came to give it.

O world, O Portugal, come quickly to your God!
O world, O Portugal, come quickly to your God, arise from the mud, abandon your sins! If you don’t do it, you shall soon weep and cry under the weight of divine justice.
Daughter, my beloved spouse, Heaven wants you, longs for you, will come soon to get you. And the virtues of your life here on earth will shine, will glow like stars in the sky, will spread their brightness to the whole world, the world that is yours.

Your blessing, the fruitful dew of your love will always fall on the earth, while the earth exists
You will come to Heaven, but your blessing, the fruitful dew of your love will always fall on the earth, while the earth exists. You will receive everything from me to give everything to souls. You are of Jesus, you live in Jesus, you give to souls that which is of Jesus.
- Thanks, Jesus. I want to repeat every moment of my life, day and night, without ceasing: I am your victim, I only want to comfort You, I only want to save souls.
At the same time Jesus left me and I fell back into my pain; fell into night and into my martyrdom.
I accept everything because I want to comfort and love my Jesus.
Accept, O Lord, my regret at not knowing how to speak about you, for not knowing how to take your Divine Heart to all souls.
Sentiments of the soul, March 9, 1945

Wednesday, 19 February 2014

Leo Madigan


Many English speaking friends of Blessed Alexandrina knew her through the book that Leo Madigan wrote, which is for sale in Balasar and that has been translated into Latvian. Wikipedia has a short biography on this writer and expert of Fatima and he recently created a new website. See and hear him still here.